I discovered illustration surrounded by tall book filled shelves within the dimly lit art and design section of the tertiary institution library I attended. It was a revelation, up till then I had feverishly pursued Graphic Design as a career. Then one day I discovered tome after tome of illustrations that spoke to me on a level I had not felt before. I wanted to be able to tell a story, illuminate minds with lines, colours, brush strokes and shapes. Back then there were no Illustration courses offered anywhere near me and even though Design was deeply satisfying I worried that I'd sell my soul to the marketing machine (ironic) so I switched to Fine Art hoping I'd gain the opportunity to speak through my art. I squandered the opportunity but gained something completely different instead. One of the reasons I was drawn to illustration at art school was the way a picture could speak without words or help words take on a different dimension. Experiencing that kind of communication makes me very happy. Painting for me is still something that I can spend my whole life doing, I could go without sleep or food- hermit myself away from all people while I paint.
This post contains images that are a result of a mixture of work done in photoshop and illustrator. The subject of this post is really about me exploring a different style. This style is very different from other things I've done. Styles are changeable for me - I think I have a promiscuous heart when it comes to styles of art and design. I want to be able to experience creating them all. Some people have said that not defining oneself to a particular style is a sign of an immature artist. There are artists and designers who I respect that have said this and I understand what they mean by it, when I was a younger artist and designer I was unsure and struggled to find direction but now things are different. So, my desire to move across a range of styles does not come from a place of immaturity. Sometimes, the people who hold this criticism as if set in stone do so because of a lack in their own abilities. I do have my own personal preferences of course, and whichever style I work in - I always seem to find my own voice within them.